Blow Up Belly

Towards the end of my pregnancy, I lost interest on having my maternity portrait taken. Having gained 20kg  (I stopped counting after that!) and my terrible 'manas', I really felt so ugly... I couldn't wait to give birth!  The recent promo of Blow Up Babies through Cash Cash Pinoy convinced me to have one anyway. So here it goes...

Scared

It's midnight and I'm still up.  B is sleeping soundly while I'm wide awake thinking about how my life has changed since I returned here and how it will continue to change in the next few weeks.  I have to be honest, I'm really scared.  I guess 'freaked out' is more apt.  Suddenly I am terrified of giving birth...  All my readings on pain that comes with giving birth (CS or otherwise) have made me even more scared! Tell me, is this normal?

Manas!!!



The picture says it all!!!